Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The Day I Cried

Actually I don’t want to start my blog with a sorrow story of mine. But I want to dedicate this blog to my Grand ma whom I loved more than anyone in this world. My loving grandma is such a humble woman ever I met. She is so dear to me and she is one person who thinks of me almost all moment of her life though I was far away from her.
The day which I never forget and don’t want to remember is the day she left us. I was jobless for nearly one year. My entire relative scolded and advised me for being jobless. But the only two people believed that I will get a better job soon are my Mom and my Grandma. She used to pray for me daily.
At last I got job in TCS and I started to Madurai the same day I got the appointment letter to tell her this happy news. It is Krishna jayanthi on that day. I called up her and told that I am coming home to celebrate Krishna jayanthi and didn’t tell her that I got job which I wanted to keep it surprise. She was overwhelmed as I am coming home and she wanted to prepare many sweets which I like. When I was in bus travelling to Madurai my uncle called me and told that my grandma was admitted to hospital as she broke her ankle trying to get some stuff in stock room. I thought its just a minor fracture. But when I saw her at hospital she was not even able to move from bed. That time also she asked me to go home and celebrate Krishna jayanthi and have the sweets prepared. L such a lovely grandma. Doctor told that operation has to be done for that fracture and our uncle agreed to proceed. I was in the hospital helping my aunts and uncles to look after grandma. Then on the third day operation was done and she was not normal. That bleedy greedy doctor asked us to pay the remaining money before next day. My uncle also did same. Next day after getting the money that bustard doctor told that she has to be taken to another hospital as she is not fine. Then we immediately took her to a hospital. That day I stayed at home as my uncles and aunts stayed in hospital. I remember that that day first T20 mach between India and Pakistan. I watched that match and was enquiring about grandma. My uncle told that she is fine and good. Then next morning my dad came Madurai and we went to hospital. I don’t know that my grand ma was given final treatment. My father came crying , I was convincing my dad nothing will happen. Then after some time my uncle asked me to return the rest out medicine to medical store. Then only I realized that I miss my grandma. I didn’t cry that moment also and was convincing all but when I saw her body brought out I cant stop my crying. I don’t want to proceed further.
After her funeral when we checked her belongings she had only two properties in her safe. One is my 5th standard rank card and other is my photo. My uncle told me that she daily opens the safe and looks at my photo for 10 minutes. I know though she is extinct she is blessing me. I love my grandma. I really miss her. If I get a wish I will surly ask my grandma back. Love you Dhoda.